With 4 days to go, I really thought I’d be more excited. Actually, I don’t feel excited at all, more sad than anything. Today I’m resenting the fact that I’m leaving my mum, boyfriend and friends while I swan off around Europe.. Nottingham Uni start freshers again next week, and I am stupidly jealous. Not being able to go back to my Rothesay girls and graduate with them makes me annoyed that I’m even doing languages in the first place! Everyone has repeatedly told me: “you’ll be fine once you’ve settled in, and you won’t feel like your missing out at all", but honestly? I don’t believe you at the moment, so go away. I’m probably being a bit/extremely melodramatic, but that’s what I do best, and right now I just don’t feel ready to go to France or Russia. My degree can suck balls.
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